pretest saga

phew....

while the world mugs, i blog

and no there's nothing to be proud about it but somehow, i don't feel like studying.... why do they need to take tests by the way????????


maa followed by satabdi are going insane saying "ektu por" but somehow... i end up sleepimg for hours....

the school management has lost it... i wonder how did they manage to finish almost 90% of the syllabus in 3.5 months of school with summer vacation, school quiz preparations, debates, independence day preparation and a hell lot of politics... and before i could realise I see the pretest routine....

and nisha broke the news to me...
english and evs exam (EVS??? SHETA ABAR KI?)
no holiday before maths (WHAT???)
and the rest bit of shit......
wtf???? yes shout out loud people.... WHAT THE F****


i fail to make everybody understand that i don't study coz its not worth it... even if i try.. i won't be able to complete any bit of the syllabus.... and i'm hating the fact.....

and on top of everything when the person who matters the most calls you after 6 months and ends up saying "don't let me down"... it hurts... badly..
and nomatter how much i put up a brave face... the unavoidable fear crepts in...
of the world knowing the real me...
of the world knowing the real me...
of the world knowing the real me...

sigh... i wish i was suffering from that flu

moi... a cheap cheap girl

I've read lovestories and some more of them and dreamt and dreamt and dreamt until the last few days which have made me confused, sad and what not……………
I keep telling to myself rather asking “Is this love???” and keep answering “No it is not… it really is not… the ‘cheap’ air has infected your soul ov… this is not love”

I really hope that it is not… I’ve always hated low waist jeans and spelling mistakes and people calling me “Avi” and not "Abhi" and weird English and over smart guys and guys with rumaal 24/7 and guys giving me attention and what not but today…. Sigh

Two numbers have turned my life upside down… 3 and 5………..
It might not make sense to you and Satabdi might fall off the chair after reading this.. but
Yeah… 3 sucks and so does 5………

And I fell off from the cheap zone but may be not……….
I’m so ashamed of ‘Pride’ and so disgusted with the ‘Sun’
Heal Ov………..

Happy Birth Day Lord Krishna and I still think that yours is one of the few love stories which made makes and will continue to make sense

to all the readers who already consider me as a ‘cheap’ wannabe… Get A Life........ and as Shreemoyee suggested... let me sing out aloud..

I'm not in love It's just a phase that I'm going through

Kishore Kumar

i've been singing a few particular lines for the last 2-3days continuously...24/7 and driving maa and satabdi nuts... hats off to the mr kk... happy birthday sir.... and thank you for the wonders that you created...

and to all those who matters...............

Tu jo kahe jeevan bhar,
Tere liye main gaaoon
Tere liye main gaaoon.

Geet tere bolo pe,
Likhta chala jaaoon,
Likhta chala jaaoon

..

Happy Friendship Day

wishing you all a very happy friendship day (belated) .....

thanks for being there dears and darlings.......... thanks for putting up with a moron like me.... thanks for making life worth living... god bless you all...

love