“It's another to be looking over my shoulder for the next
twenty years, knowing someone else would have done it better... someone else
would have done it right.”
I remember sometime around first year, I wrote something about not being enough, right after deep childish introspection to these lines. From then to now, the doubts and questions would arise and get tended wonderfully. Always with the assurance that I bring what I must, what I should.
Knowing someone else would have done it better, I could not be more grateful for the moons and stars all over the dungeon.
Speaking of moons and stars, there was a clear sky today, without going too much into true false assertions and meanderings, yes there was, after about four days. Leaving the weather forecast aside, it is the 22nd of August.
Aunty's birthday it is. The woman I have admired all through the past 9 years. Here is to her and the Romeo and Juliet lessons of eighth standard when I
thought I knew it all. Today, when the baby sister is still a baby in class
eight, I realize that I really over estimated myself back then. Over estimation
has always been a theme though.
Dear reader, yes there is no point to this post. I am
rambling nonsense because I have nothing else to do. Joblessness you see.
Joblessnes. The precap to what would follow a year from now.
Enough baseless nonsense for
a day? Well yes I guess so. So you can go back and continue with yourself. You
were wrong when you thought this might bring in some posimism (yes that word is
self created).
Or you can just play this on loop
