Learnings

 My father would always say, every day that you spend without learning anything new is a day wasted. It is another story that the same man has been only binge watching the same old Bangla movies on the same old dusty desktop every evening for the past few years and learning nothing new.
But I have also been told that buro boyesh is not for judgements. So, no judgements, 

Coming back to learning something new everyday for us, less aged mortals. Learning from my weekend Hysteroscopy is that there is another type of less known TB which is Genital TB.
Why did I need this learning? Because my samples are sent for screening.
But really, what did I learn from this? To not take our health for granted.

Now the real learning. Between a situation to pray for your health and pray for your job, always pray for your health. Praying every day, hence.
And secretly hoping some org will like me and take me. Maybe tomorrow.

Hysteroscopy

Scary big words that life keeps throwing. I know people have it worse. But there should be a limit to sadness per month, no?

Be back in a bit, minus diseases. Inshallah. Please God.

Jumpscare

With topical dermatitis or psoriasis or dry eczema (No, Doctors have no idea. Yes, multiple Doctors) joining the misery party, here comes the "Go Back" placard from Calcutta, again. There would be another attempt to dip my toes tightly inside the Calcutta mud and try to stay longer, forever. Only time would tell if a gush of misery wave is going to  put me away or standstill would continue. Instantly worried about S's career which could get affected by this hate hate vibe that fate has developed.

Stress is a trigger. I have been told.

Wow Gods! So kind. I don't even know what to say. I am just so tired. As if losing Hreed was not enough. Now, my home too? I know people have it worse. But some have it better. Way way better. Why can't that be me? Why can't that be us? Time to start listening to prayers maybe? Gods? Anybody home?

Long Haul Flight

Somewhere, someone cries

Somewhere, someone dies

While someone takes a long haul flight

Someone rushes

Someone pushes

Someone stacks a pile of lies

Someone struggles

Someone rebels

Someone wholeheartedly complies

All of it

While someone takes a long haul flight

While someone takes a long haul flight

May luck, come by

May life, come by

While someone takes a long haul flight

- Obhi