its 30th of november again... 4 years.... i woke up... decided to finally sit with "S.N.Dey"... n then i realised... its 30th november...

and then... i smsd all the "purono" frndz saying...

"Aaj 30th nvmbr... evrythng chngs so quickly"

most of them replied...but two of them touched me in a weird way...

first one was a 'pointer' who said

"Why wat hpnd? Plz tell me Meri memry is qte weak"... i mean. how the hell did she forget the 'badambhaja' and 'false hair' and 'robotic dance' and 'shaan' and so very many things....

second one was my darling Aritri. Her sms says

"Ryt! Ajkr ei dine kno ek bocjor amra ek scl e portam! Ekshange kto utshaher 7e mddle estrn dnce nechechilam netaji te! N 2dy we al r sitin alone preparn 4 our upcmn maths xam n rst of our lyf. 2dy we dnt knowr we'l go? Wt we'l do? Whether we'l b in tch or nt! Ys evrythn chngs quickly..."

i miss all of you my dears and darlings, even the "pointer" who matters a lot... will write more on this topic after maths exam n yes, this post may not make sense to anyone but Diocinas...

ok i really dnt knw wats wrong wid me bt i've been singing dis super cheesy, super eewy, super disgusting song.... n irritating satabdi....... n nvr bothered 2 go 4 d film coz i hated evrythng abt it... bt still end up singing

"Tu hi meri hai sari zameen
Chahe kahin se chalun
Tujh pe hi aa ke rukun
Tere siva main jaun kahan
Koi bhi raah chunu
Tujh pe hi aa ke rukun
Tum mile to lamhein tham gaye
Tum mile to sare gum gaye
Tum mile to muskurana aa gaya
Tum mile to jadoo chhaa gaya
Tum mile to jeena aa gaya
Tum mile to maine paya hai khuda
Tujh mein kirana dikhe
Dil ko sahara dikhe
Aa mere dhadkan tham le
Teri taraf hi mude
Yeh saas tujhse jude
Har pal yeh tera naam le
Tum mile to abb kya hai kami
Tum mile to duniya mil gayi
Tum mile to mil gaya aasra
Tum mile to jadoo chhaa gaya
Tum mile to jeena aa gaya
Tum mile to maine paya hai khuda
Din mere tujhse chale
Raatein bhi tujhse dhale
Hai waqt tere haath mein
Tu hi shehar hai mera
Tujh mein hi ghar hai mera
Rehta hai tere saath mein
Tum mile to mil gaya humsafar
Tum mile to khud ki hai khabar
Tum mile to ristha sa ban gaya
Tum mile to jadoo chaa gaya
Tum mile to jeena aa gaya
Tum mile to mene paya hai khuda"

n yes yes, u r allowed 2 make faces... even i wonder... "wat d hell is wrong wid my taste"... gross gross gross..... heal ov

You left me indebted

You wake up and reach your cell to send an sms asking “aaj jaabi?” and then you realize…. there’s nowhere to go ... School is over and so is life … and then you walk past those sepia tinted memories and throw your books off… and this time… out of disgust…… sometimes life teaches you more lessons than you need to know


a whiff of nostalgia... a pinch of memory... Adieu Dio
you’ve always been the most important thing….
Over all these years of pnpcs and love and fights and friendships… you’ve been the thing that forever mattered the most…. There’s a relief for having such friends that I forever wanted to have… thank you so much for being the ultimate source of everything that I am, that I have…. You made Me…literally

If only the sheltered years could be longer… and it is not easy to smile when you know the reason for it is gone… Gone are my school days… it takes a long time sometimes for the tears to dry... and then you wonder what it was that made you cry


My land of ME lies behind that door… and I miss it... Oh so much