Monday, January 16, 2017

Shob Choritro Kalponik

 Ekti meye k chintam. Last to last year ei sheet kal, more specifically, thik ek shomoy e onek conversations hoy taar shathe. Ami tokhon shoddo dumped, Piya tokhon shoddo where-are-we state e, r shobai e tokhon benched. Thik shei shomoy e dekha hoy amar taar shathe. Ujjol rong, sharp naak r chokhe ek odbhut confidence. Ei chhilo amar kachhe Nondini'r first impression. First and forever impression sheta jodio.

Nondini, amar khub kachher bondhu'r khub kachher manush ebong premika shei shomoy. Ek ebong ekmatro karon jaar jonno Accenture er forever neglected and de-scoped office er baire jawar kotha bhabtei pere uthchhilona amar bondhu, tana du maash bench er por o. Jara ei byapare janenna, TCS r Accenture holo Unitech building er conjoined twins. Shey jai hok, ei sheeter maashe, post lunch roddur khetam jokhon shobai, tokhon e Kolkata'r forever lyadh office hours theke shomoy ber kore ashto Nondini basically prem ta korte, phowara pare and us being the shameless people that we are, used to take away most of their time shit talking.

Tokhon amar besh baje haal, kotha beroto na mukh diye r onek weight lose korechhilam(thank God for bench period). Constant state of gloom and vulnerability te companion chhilo Piya j proti lunch hour e nijer praktan r taar shombhabbo new interest k ghure berate dekhto oi same campus e (yes Accenture TCS bonds are epic). Tokhon Nondini diner por din amader bojhato, of love, of life, of loving and living, of giving and taking only what is yours. Ei Rajput meyeti aste aste shobar khub priyo hoye uthlo. Amar bondhu had this sense of pride and happiness r hoyto kothao na kothao amar kachhe ora ideal hoye uthlo. Etotai ideal j Goa te mod kheye ek jon onnojoner phone na dhorleo next morning everything would be fine. Etotai ideal j barite baba'r shathe over a small comment of 'o otoi bhalo hole TCS e pelona keno' would fuel a war. Etotai ideal j diner por din dekha na howar por o when one selects bondhur biye over one meet, cities away, the other one understands.

Tarpor du bochhor por shei same January maash e, aaj, Nondini'r biye holo. Happily. Patro notun keu, Manager. Shesh gyaan?
And some day in future when you are in a far better state, with far better people, you'll thank the day when you lost what you thought you couldn't live without

And thus ends one more love story where noone will be blamed, ever!


2 comments:

Sejuti said...

#quote - so realistic..

Abhishikta said...

Tobe uncle er kotha shune bochhor sheshe shaat paake badho dekhi :P