Tuesday, November 21, 2023

2 Years of Playing Homies

On all days, there's a lot of hardwork
On most days, there's a lot of gratitude
On many days, there's a lot of anger
Today, only overwhelming emotions 

2 years of sailing through this wee thing of social marriage that I fancied so much as a child and then got scared of. Lost two serious (atleast that's what I thought) relationships on the way, one teaching me how extra I can get, the other teaching me how little I can get! One shattering my confidence to pieces and the other, making me stronger than ever! So much so that I lost faith in the institution. And then S came with his overwhelming optimism which irritated my Dukkhobilash to the core. Still does, every day! But it always gets better. Always thankful to the stars for this one person who always turns back despite the million melt downs! Touching wood and getting anxious daily for getting to live a life with S who braves a storm, all day, every day.

Happy Anniversary, best boy!

What would I ever do without those hand massages 



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