she is getting married today... finally... at 34... good, great.. superb actually.... the day has finally come.. the day i've been waiting rather praying for... i mean all her friends and colleagues got married... i know she felt bad... and i WANTED her to get married.. soon
but i really cant get over the fact that she is leaving kolkata forever... and going off to dubai... forever............ it feels shitttttttttttty
i don't know whether... i should be happy, sad, jealous???? what?
they say she is just another teacher... irritating, boring... always after students with loads of gyaaaaaaaaaaan... but she was and is more than a teacher to me.... a friend, an inspiration...
everything that made life seem like heaven..........
i'll miss her... the way she always scolded me for shouting, oversmartness,
her "badambhaja smile", the way i always ridiculed loreto..... everything...
dio for me meant miss... literally.... i know nobody likes her... in anyway in dio... but... i did... really... so while most of the students take a breathe of relief..... today..... i am forced to plunge into a nothingness that surrounds me... and probably this void will never be filled.....
i wish you all the lucks... have the best life... because you deserve it if anybody does.........
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