The Thin Line

Tue- Physics Class at around 6:40 pm
Me whispering to Satabdi :

"Janish....There is a very thin line between being 'unimportant' and 'unwanted'....."

and I knew by her expression that she agreed totally.... our Physics sir's next dialogue "Abhishikta onko ta hoyechhe?"... stopped me from continuing on .... so here it is.

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There really is a very very thin line between being unimportant and unwanted... i don't know which way it hurts more... but either ways... it tears one to pieces.... with a feeling that cannot be expressed... a sense of humiliation, a sense of disappointment, a sense of shock, a sense of realisation and a sense which tells you that whatever happened over those years of togetherness and understanding and whosoever you thought completes your world never existed.... or rather you never existed for them............ here comes another hypocrisy.............. i have always believed in 'unconditional love'... in whichever way...... but yeah... when you get back everything that only existed in your worst nightmares... you kind of question yourself all over again.

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The worst part is when you stand on the line and the mess around you makes things worse than ever.

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I want to write more but I won't...because it's not worth it.... it really is not.

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Dear readers.... if this did not make sense to you.... nevermind... because it was never meant to ....and "*******".... I'm very disappointed with.... Ah...forget it... as always.

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Stay Happy