So Grow Up A Little More Because, No Choice

St. John's Church mass and this lady on wheelchair still waving at the Tamil hallelujah, like the many others, waving in faith. They teach you of faith and growing up.l

Agara lake side and two parallel roads, lit by the distant Bangalore weekend steady lights. They teach you of beauty of solitude  and growing up.

B shedding a tear and you think how unnecessary all the other tears had always been, until today, until this moment. They teach you of loss and growing up.

Dim lights at the cheesy Hindi movie where you know for a fact that all that they show is not false, even though maybe not true for you. They teach you of chinning up and growing up.

Weekend plans cancelling voluntarily just to be with people who won't be there in your life in the next year maybe, but today they need you like never  before. They teach you of compromises and growing up.

Sleepless nights of anxiety but a gameshow of sugar spice and everything nice, because that's how we drown a little slower. They teach you of prayers and growing up.

The pinky flashbacks that you know was a charity case; not everyone gets everything in life . They teach you of death and growing up.