An Ode To Uru

Why the Indifference you ask?

There are places that know a version of you, that you yourself don't know of, anymore.

Have you ever, not missed a lovely place so fiercely?

Like your first heartbreak, which knows a version of you, that you yourself, don't know of, anymore.

Have you ever not missed a lovely phase so fiercely?

Then there are days like today, where you tread those roads, and breathe that air and not miss that version of yourself, that you remember perfectly.

Except, that you don't want to.

AMH

2 years ago, I had to Google what it means

2 years later, AMH reports are still depressing me in the middle of a perfectly chaotic week. Talk about a perfect burndown. My Sprint board could never.

Have never been less than 0. Guess the Gods love a laugh. How much more can a human wait in hope? It was just yesterday that I was surrendering to manifestations and whoopsiedaisy! Here I am, put back to my place. For what.

Fuck this shit.