When you are sleepless for more than 36 hours and still have so much to say and yet are numb, you are me!

So many emotions, so many sides, in one day.

Death and the following OWHAAAAAT?!

Breaking the news and (lets not get into that)

Comforting the devastated

Reacting quick and sane

Anticipation for the two people you love the most

Salary and the FIRST corporate one

No one to share the news with, let alone happiness

Hyatt invitations

Wondering if one should be happy or sad

Empty home to come back to

More bad news

Tears at a minor disappointment

Felling really really abandoned 

A little happy thing that could come or not

So much to say but I have this super retarded construction high today. 

SHIT! 

To the woman with no birthday, arektu tanlei parte! Ebar dadu kar shathe ludo te 10 taka harbe roj? Kar thekei ba lukiye cigarette khabe? Kake jilipi khawabe weekend e? Kake ek gada cream ene debe? K amay exam er aage bolbe "Maa saraswati pen er nib e boshbe", k amar haat dhore pujoy thakur dekhbe? Maa kaar shathe ghontar por ghonta shei same old gossip korbe? K gaibe random thakurer gaan all day long?

Not Done! So NOT DONE!

Rest In Peace :*