ok... this is something i wanted to write about long time ago but never got enough substance and i still don't have it but somehow.... i need to write about it..... the persons i'll mention the name of, please pardon me because i had no better examples.....
the following few things are tormenting me....
- ok... sid is someone i totally respect for his love. he is truly, madly, deeply in love with decencydi.... god bless them....its kind of strange and really brings the lump to my throat to see their love suceed irrespective of the thousands of obstacles starting from sid’s mom to long distance relationship to what not… I totally respect their love but somehow I feel that sid’s side of love is way more…. I’m, sorry if you are reading this….but yes, I do thik you love decencydi more….i really wish and hope and pray to see them together "forever".... siddharth's one of the shortest bit of the thousands of notes and posts and poems and videos and photos says "its kinda hard trying to smile sometimes when ye know its gonna be a while before ye see the reason again!".... now i fell for that..... trust me, both of you deserve all that you ever want... god bless!!!
- rik's recent post "...I was the one whose soul is being tormented by such ideas, by these ceaseless pangs, when perhaps she was oblivious to my absence, she perhaps was not feeling it as much as I did, perhaps she was not as restless as I am,..." now.... in their case, as amatter of fact i know that rik loves sayanee way more... nomatter how much sayanee get depressed and down after the shreya addya incident.... the fact that sayanee is an old friend and therefore more close doesn't change the fact that rik's side of love is far more... but yes, i know sayanee too feels deeply for him....so good luck to you too..... hope to see you together forever.
- sangborto "abhi, aami ria'r shathe break up kore nebo"....." .... i was like wtf dude.... this must be the 110th time of your make and break up.... in their case... i was more concerned about ria because ria is deeply in love with him and i'm sure she won't be able to take it... in thier case... ria's side of love is greater and great.... nevermind... good luck both of you... and this time..... hope to see you happy 'saath saath or alag alag'... HAPPY DILSE..
- i bet you would have slapped munnididi if you could see the way she behaves with "***" da ..... i mean look at him... ever so commited... the ultimate brother (in-law), the ultimate lover but no... her hopes and expectations from him never seems to end.... but they are together... commited.... though he seems or rather is way more commited and his 'babai' 's search seems no end...... i know she is my sister and i completely love her for what she is... i really pray and hope that i can officially call "***"da... jijs
- "x"'s love for honeydi and her rejection was one of the most pathetic and touchy love story ever.... i won't write more about it since i should not.... but yes.... x's love really deserves a bow
- look at deep, nerd turned poet and satabdi doesn't seem to care... i mean she does... but the practicalities are making her take the 'right' decisions which i would have taken as well but i (and i know even she) feel(s) bad for deep who is still counting on her and hoping for something thats impossible..... i know deep's side of love is poetically beautiful and satabdi's decision is practically correct... life is hard... may you two take the best decision... god bless!!!
ok.... i can go on writing about this forever since i have endless examples.... but my question is.... why is it so that in any relationship one side always overpowers the other? one side looks ever so commited and the other just seem ok to carry the 'baggage' of love? is it the sole reason for the attraction? and everything? why can't i see equal depth in both the partners? is something wrong with me... the never experienced moron in this field? or is it the normal nature of puppy love? why is it so different from the kind of love i always thought of?should i be happy being single?
i wonder why all good things come with a pinch of salt.... but yeah... salt or withou salt.... where's my DISH???
6 comments:
maybe avi..... i mus tel u dat u hd betr fall for sumbody before takin things so simple,......practically love z not so simple as it looks to an outsider ......
michael madhusudhan dutta says
"chirosukhijon bhrome ki kokhon
byathito bedon bujhite pare
ki jatona bishe
bujhibe se kishe
kobhu ashi bishe dongshoni
jare...."
it means those who are eternally happy,they cant imagine the pains of a man deceived by fate...and how can a man imagine the pains of snake bite,who has never been bitten snake???
i m jus advisin u 2 love sum1 before trying to decipher what dis enigmatic emotion is.....
it z very difficult n practically impossible to judge or measure d emotions felt by a gal n a guuy in any relationship, dere z no reference frame u c,some r overexpressive abt deir emotions n may lead u to think dat dey love a bit more, while odrz dont show off!!
as a matter of fact u r wrong wen u said dat my love for sayanee surpasses dat of her.....bt d truth z she loves me more dan anyone cn posibly love sum1...her love for me z subtle ....she duznt show off and as if i m only entitled to feel it alone...get to d core of her heart.....her love z a selflesss love compared 2 wich my love for her holds no place at al.....blessed z she who cn love sum1 truly lyk dat......who cn shed tears(mind u not d crocodile ones)and be gripped by honest emotions abt sum1 special.....one who duznt lies to oneself...whoze love has no conditions imposed....u wont believe it bt to me her love for me promises eternal bliss--(like the absolute zero temperature,ha ha) one wich z approached by a handful and attained by none!!!!!
sorry for d typin errors...
"dongsheni" for "dongshoni"
bitten by a snake.......guy for guuy
we will be together, abhi.......
none can separate me n rik.........
i 've god's blessings n rik's love and trust to live with~~*
@ rik- ur comment almost killed me...i know i am nobody and have no bloody right comment on ur personal life... i still think i was right though
@ sayanee- i hope u didn't mind.... i hv told u dis b4.... n yes.... m pretty sure f u 2 being together hamesha
god bless you two....
lovely.....i thk u r absolutely rt abhi..
shreya addya incident?! tell me tell me tell me :D
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