And then taking from his wallet an old schedule of trains, he'll say, I told you when I came I was a stranger

Same old ghyan ghyan  to the same old people  about the same old thing. The same old expectations murdered by the same old reality, put up by the same old pretentions. Same old me with the same old love at the same old songs. The same old bravery fuelled by the same old patience. The same old wanting to end it all but the same old woman jaar dike takiyei shobtuku bacha.

Aari-r por bhaab! Ei dhrubo shotto. R jokhon aari nei shekhane bhaab koi? Keno j boro holam, ki j holo. Kono ki dorkar chhilo? Besh toh ache shobai, furtite, besh toh achhe shobai, shob bhule. Kichhuta notun der niye, kichhuta notun der ashay, karon jahai puraton tahai kharap nah holeo, jahai tyajjo taar dike phireo dekhbo na, shey puraton dukkher bojha shomo bekti beche thakuk ba na. Ei holo prevalent shorbotrer mentality jeta fathom kore othar asha, cheshta r procheshtaay kete gelo amar bochhor ta, kintu dekheo shikhe uthte parlam na eta. Onno durer, kachher ba khub kachher manush er jibon nidorshon dekhe sheta shikhte aat mash por o parlam r koi. Bad learner r ki. Dekheo shekhena jara. Daha fail bachbenchers der dol, jara shudhu barir lokder disappoint r lojja chhara kichhui ene deyna. Tai abar ki, pore thaklam ja bhabi, ja chai, ja paai kingba paina sheta niye. Shei kothata achhe na, ja chai taa bhul kore chai, ja paai ta chaina.Hoyto shotti, abar hoyto na. Shudhu ektai obhimaan roye gelo jiboner theke, etota kharap kintu ami shotti e korini karor shathe j karma-struck hoyechhi bhebe obhijog korbona. Kintu shetai bepar j obhijogg taai ba korbo kaar kachhe? R keno? Repulsive ghyan ghyan er shokol matra chhariye ei almost ponchash kg’r existence niye beche achhi besh aajkal. Jak, ki r. Shey bicharpoti jaai bolun.